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I Smoked with an Easter Egg cuz I'm Pimp and you're jealous! lol
Pick the month you were born in
1 - I cuddled with
2 - I killed
3 - I ran naked with
4 - I raped
5 - I killed
6 - I banged
7 - I needed
8 - I ran shirtless with
9 - I stabbed
10 - I ate out
11 - I slept with
12- I smoked with
Pick the day (number) you were born on
01 - a pickle
02 - a horse
03 - a pornstar
04 - a toothbrush
05 - you
06 - a bag of weed
07 - a prostitute
08 - a bisexual
09 - an orange
10 - a homo
11 - the trojan man
12 - Paris Hilton
13 - a whore
14 - a cat
15 -the kool-aid man
16 - paris hilton
17 - your mom
18 - a dog
19 - a jew
20 - a crackhead
21 - a bowl of cereal
22 - an easter egg
23 - a french fry
24 - a condom
25 - a jar of honey
26 - a lesbian
27 - a homeless guy
28 - my ex
29 - your dealer
30 - a stripper
31 - Ur grandma
Pick the color of shirt you are wearing
White - Because thats how i roll
Black - because im sexy
Pink - Because the oompa loompas told me to
Red - because I have AMAZING boobs
Blue - because I'm a pimp and your jealous
Polka Dots - because I hate my life
Purple - because I'm gay
Gray - because I love marijuana
Other - because I have double D's
Green - because I'm beautiful
Orange - because I smoke crack
Turqoise - because I have a noodle in my nose
Brown - because i had to
Shirtless - because I've got abs
repost with the answers that apply to you!!! :P


Things I love
Things I Love;
My Son
photography
people
nature
fall
shakespeare
odd socks
animals
the law
spanish music
books
words
talking to my favorite people on msn
potatoes
peas
mascara
scratch tickets
pj's
csi
csi:miami
gilmore girl's
blue and pink
cereal
synonyms
learning new things
organizing
scooby doo
working
friends
pens/pencils
ponytails
family
astrology
essays
the smell and sound of rain
paying bills
being nice
my wallet
Newfoundland& Moncton, NB
christmas
snow but only for a few days
freezies
skating
(loved) being pregnant
being a mother
teddy bears
My apartment
And of course GINA (love ya weena)


The Phoenix and the Turtle
The Phoenix and the Turtle
Let the bird of loudest lay,
On the sole Arabian tree,
Herald sad and trumpet be,
To whose sound chaste wings obey.
But thou, shrieking harbinger,
Foul pre-currer of the fiend,
Augur of the fever's end,
To this troop come thou not near.
From this session interdict
Every fowl of tyrant wing,
Save the eagle, feather'd king:
Keep the obsequy so strict.
Let the priest in surplice white,
That defunctive music can,
Be the death-defying swan,
Lest the requiem lack his right.
And thou, treble-dated crow,
That thy sable gender mak'st
With the breath thou giv'st and tak'st,
'Mongst our mourners shalt thou go.
Here the anthem doth commence:
Love and constancy is dead;
Phoenix and the turtle fled
In a mutual flame from hence.
So they lov'd, as love in twain
Had the essence but in one;
Two distincts, division none:
Number there in love was slain.
Hearts remote, yet not asunder;
Distance, and no space was seen
'Twixt the turtle and his queen;
But in them it were a wonder.
So between them love did shine,
That the turtle saw his right
Flaming in the phoenix' sight:
Either was the other's mine.
Property was thus appall'd,
That the self was not the same;
Single nature's double name
Neither two nor one was call'd.
Reason, in itself confounded,
Saw division grow together;
To themselves yet either-neither,
Simple were so well compounded
That it cried how true a twain
Seemeth this concordant one!
Love hath reason, reason none
If what parts can so remain.
Whereupon it made this threne
To the phoenix and the dove,
Co-supreme and stars of love;
As chorus to their tragic scene.
THRENOS.
Beauty, truth, and rarity.
Grace in all simplicity,
Here enclos'd in cinders lie.
Death is now the phoenix' nest;
And the turtle's loyal breast
To eternity doth rest,
Leaving no posterity:--
'Twas not their infirmity,
It was married chastity.
Truth may seem, but cannot be:
Beauty brag, but 'tis not she;
Truth and beauty buried be.
To this urn let those repair
That are either true or fair;
For these dead birds sigh a prayer.


Just Hanging Out
So I'm just here with Phoenix now checking my email and I thought, why not put in another blog to take up some time.
Well first of all, sorry but this won't be the most interesting you have read, I'm merely updating my space.
What I don't get is why some people (aka Brad) would criticize me just because I sometimes like to use different words to communicate with.
See, he says that I am using too many big words and cracks a joke that I am reading the dictionary again LOL.
This is how i work; some say enthusiastic, i say ebullient.
some say stupified as a result of their drunkness, i say inebriated
It's just a different choice of words yet i am the one being criticized. I find it somewhat funny actually.
well if you're like me and you love words leave me a comment, do you agree with Brad or me?


Busy busy busy
Hey there anyone who reads this. Just wanted to write a little bit while I have the time, don't really have much of that lately, but it's all good.
Mommy hood is going great, i couldn't be happier and i am having a whole bunch of fun. Phoenix is so fun to watch. He's smiling and gurgling a lot now which is adorable =)
I was talking to my friend Gina the other day and her and Mike and Osker are thinking about coming to visit for a few days....If you read this Gina...I really hope you guys decide to visit, it will be a lot of fun.
Well there's not much to say cuz not much have happened, just enjoying life as a mom.
other then that though, my Nan came up for a visit for a few days but she's gone now, that was fun.
Well that's it, that's all my news for now.
Talk to y'all later =)


I Did It!
Wow, I finally did it, I am a Mom!
I am the proud mother of a beautiful baby boy. His name is Phoenix Glen Francis Dove and he weighed 9 pounds 13.6 ounces!
It all started on Friday July 14th, 2006 at 2:00pm, I started having back pain but kept about my day because I didn't think anything of it since I still had 2 weeks to go. But I still knew I was in early labor just like any pregnancy, but thought it wouldn't happen for another week or more. Boy was I wrong!
That day my friends Jamie and Justin invited Brad and I to go to Justin's parents place to have a Barbeque and feed the horses, which we did and i loved it but was still having contractions that whole day and couldn't really enjoy myself like i had planned.
The next day i just hung around the house and the thought of going to the hospital to get it checked out was on my mind the whole time. I just figured that once i got there they would check me and then send me home again, so that's why I told Brad to go to work and i would call him if anything had changed and then his parents and i were off to the hospital at 10:00 pm on saturday night. As the nurse checked my cervix she suprised me by stating that i was 4 centimeters dilated already and that I would have to stay in the hospital! I thought it was funny cuz I was due for another appointment the following wednesday to have an ultrasound so i could find out what i was having LOL.
So Brad's Mom called him as soon as we heard the news that i would be staying in and about ten minutes later he was there in the labor room with me, uniform and all LOL. The rest of the time there while i was in labor went pretty fast and was kind of a blur. at around 11:30 or 12:00am or so the doctor came in to give me the epidural. I wasn't even feeling a lot of pain btu the doctor that night was leaving early and i had to choose getting it or not, and since i didn't know how the pain would turn out i got it anyways. I was feeling great the whole time. I wasn't feeling any pain at all. What I was feeling though, was a lot of ichiness from the stupid things they had me hooked up to to moniter the baby's heartbeat and my contractions.
So i drifted in and out of sleep unlit around 8:00am on sunday when the nurse decided to have my water broken because i wasn't progressing. Then at 11:00am i had gone from 4 and a half centimeters to 8 and then at around 12:30 i was at 10 and it was time to push. I was then pushing for 3 hours and 15 minutes with no progress at all then they decided to rush me to emergency c-section. I will tell you now that c-section was the scariest thing i think i have ever gone through.
according to brad i had lost a lot of blood and my blood pressure dropped dramatically! i was shaking uncontrollably and i couldn't stop it, all i could do was stare at brad, but then at 4:52pm on Sunday July 16th 2006 the doctor announced that i had a big baby boy. I couldn't have been happier! brad looked at me with tears in his eyes and said "thankyou," then of course while brad was over cutting the cord i started getting sick as a result of the medications they had given me. By that time i was drained and i was in for even more torture!
But i felt so relieved once he was out of me and i was on my way to recovery.
I won't bore you people with the story of my stay at the hospital post-partum you have already heard enough or my labor and delivery :)
Well have a good one everybody. and i will let you know how my second pregnancy goes LOL. but that's not til 2 years from now!


Almost there
Well now that my pregnancy is winding to an end, I am becoming increasingly anxious about this kid's arrival!
My cousin once talked about a miserable pregnancy and I hadn't a clue what she meant by it, but now I do for sure! My whole pregnancy has gone by very smoothly with no complications except for the normal aches and pains, but now those aches and pains have become worse! It literally takes me 5 to 10 minutes just to get form the bed to the bathroom, which I am gonna tell you now it sucks, especially if you're dying to pee!
I am finding it really hard to walk at this point so I hope this won't go on much longer. Well I had an last week and the doctor informed me that my cervix had dilated a centemeter already and that I am about 30% effaced(cervix thinned out) so the baby should arrive anytime between now and my due date. I also found out that I am carrying a big baby. Not too big though thank god. But other than all that mumble jumble I am doing fine and can't wait for the arrival of my precious cargo.
On another note, Brad's parents are in PEI right now and will be heading to Moncton for their [almost two month] "vacation" on Thursday, I can't wait for that! I am excited to see them as well, but I think they will be more excited to see the baby rather then us LOL. But it won't be uch of a vacation for them after the baby arrives cuz we will need the extra help and I could use it at that point, but I am sure they won't mind at all.
My mom and her boyfriend and my little brother will arrive in Moncton to stay with us for two weeks around the 23rd of this month as well for the arrival of "Baby Dove" so that should be exciting, all seven of us and a baby here under one cramped roof LOL. It will be one hell of a summer that's for sure :)
Well I guess that's all I have to say for this time, but I am sure I will have more to say later on in the week.
I also want ot say congratulations to my first cousin Jamie and his wife Stephanie who just had a baby boy on July 02, 2006 weighing in at 8Lbs 3oz and his name Gavin James Porter :)


Yet another Appointment
Wll I had another appointment today, but i have to go for another ultrasound next week because the doctor had said that my uterus is a few centemeters bigger than normal, which either means that the baby is big or there is too much amniotic fluid or more complicated twins! LOL but I doubt that's gonna happen! So I am getting pretty close to the due date, just 6 weeks and 3 days left. WOW I am getting pretty nervous now. Well there's not really much going on other than that just trying to hang in there til the due date. Well sorry for such a boring blog this time guys, but leave a comment if you want to. Bye all.


Swollen Feet, Aching Back
Yes, that's right...i am almost finished the roller coaster of pregnancy!
Wow I really didn't expect there to be so many things for me to go through, but thank god it's soon over.
Brad and I went to prenatal classes the other day, and, although it was nice to meet a whole lot of other women that are in the same boat as me, the nurse just gave me a bunch of information that I already knew. But at least I got to eat some free food LOL.
We have just helped move our first roomate into her own apartment, that's one bumpy path I don't plan on taking in the future! Rooming with someone is not for us we both agreed. But that's a story for another time.
This summer should be fun though, appearently it's supposed to be a really warm summer, and by the looks of it I think they are actually right. It's been beautiful lately but I don't think I will be able to handle the warm weather! Being pregnant and all. I get all huffy and puffy just getting up from a chair! Pretty sad I know. I am only having one child but i look and feel like I am having 3 or 4! But hey, other than the swollen ankles and feet and the aching back, I am enjoying my pregnancy quite a bit...so much so that I plan on having a second child in a few years or more. Oh did I mention that a foot in the bladder isn't pleasant....Girls if you have an irritable bladder, I wouldn't recommend pregnancy LOL.
Well in just less than 11 weeks my baby Boy/Girl will be arriving into the world so I better go get ready.....
I LOVE BEING PREGNANT :)


Too many questions
[1] What did you want to be when you were younger? A vet
[2] What's your favorite type of music? Oldies (50', 60's and 70's)But I pretty much like everything.
[3] What do you spend most your time doing? I spend a lot of time either sleeping, eating, or on the computer.
[4] Would you rather stay at home or go out? stay at home but lately i have been trying to get out more.
[5] What is your favorite 'fast food' restaurant? sad to say but McDonalds
[6] What is your favorite restaurant? E&E Drive in (Newfoundland)
[7] Are you a farmer? definetly not.
[8] If you could marry anyone who would it be? Bradley Duh!
[9] How much do you think about the opposite sex? i wouldn't be able to say LOL.
[10] What's your favorite toothpaste? arm and hammer extra whitening
[11] What kind of grades do you make? finished school
[12] If you could go anywhere where would you go? everywhere
[13] How many people do you live with?2 but it's usually just me and brad but there's another one on the way
[14] What is your favorite sport?i like watching basketball but you would never see me playing it LOL
[15] How many kids do you want? 2 but i'll just deal with the first one first
[16] What would you name them? KayLeigh, Amber-Lynn, Phoenix, or Dominick.
[17] What color lipgloss/lipstick do you usually wear? usually none but if i do it's light pink or clear.
[18] Coke or Pepsi?neither
[19] What's the last thing you bought from a Pharmacy? prenatal vitamins
[20] Have you ever been in a wreck? yup 3
[21] When do you usually go to bed? whenever i get tired.
[22] What's the worst thing you've ever done? lol..where do i start...
[23] Do you attend church? not since i was about 5 LOL[24] How many friends do you have? not many i am kind of a loner lol. I have my closest friends and that's enough for me.
[25] What's your greatest accomplishment? So far it's conceiving a child.
[26] What do you plan to do when you're older? I'm already older but i plan on being a good mom
[27] What's your favorite PJ's? my scooby doo ones
[28] What's your favorite thing to do?go to tims and on the computer
[29] What color hair do you have?dark brown.
[30] Do you sing well? lol i don't think so
[31] Have you ever been in love? of course, i am right now
[32] Would you eat a cochroach for $500? probably not[33] Are you afraid of the dark? depends..if i am outside then yes but inside definately not
[34] Are you bored? I am always bored!
[35] Where's the last place you've been? besides my apartment....
[36] Do you wear a lot of black? I did at one point about 2 years ago but not any more
[37] Do you get along with your parents? yup
[38] Would you consider yourself 'popular'? i'm a loner LOL
[39] Do you live in the country, burbs, or city? the city
[40] Most painful experience? I have too many to recall but the maine one would be when my dad died
[41] Most happy experience? first meeting brad, then moving into my own apartment in New Brunswick, then conceiving my first child
[42] Have you ever been stalked? not sure
[43] Have you ever egged a house? ya once or twice
[44] Do you go hunting (deer,duck,etc)? no, i love animals too much to do so
[45] Do you support PETA? wha?
[46] Do people think you're crazy? no just silly.
[47] How many people on your buddylist? i used to have a bunch but i only kept the important ones on there
[48] NHL or NFL: interested in both but more into NBA
[49] Do you ever scream into a pillow? i have.
[50] Have you ever drowned a fish? is that possible?
[51] How many songs do you know all the words to? too many! lol
[52] Do you listen to The Beatles? yes i love the beatles![53] Do you listen to Eminem? not really
[54] Do you know anyone who thinks they're Eminem? i knew someone at one point who thought that way LOL